cause I feel nervous. One aspect, I am female, and it just seems to be this energy in the community that I am not gonna be able to match and i'll stick out like a sore thumb.
Everyone seems really cool for the most part and seems like they know what to say or do. Maybe I have a bit of social anxieties too, i don't know.
I guess I am trying to push through that anxiety a bit by writing this here and also being very honest here. (hope that's cool) Anyways, I struggle with this aspect. But yeah. Anyways, Hi.