I am getting really frustrated and unmotivated because of the quality of what I make.
Everything i make is bad, i have never made anything that i think looks good or satisfied with. And i mean absolutely nothing, no 3d art, 2d art, no written work, absolutely nothing.
I still work and practice every day. I read, learn, study, practice and test ideas but still nothing i make is good. Now don't get me wrong, i am improving but with my pace i think i might make something good and happy within 5 or more years. That's 5 years of everyday frustration and unhappiness.
Now i know a lot of people think that you should enjoy the process and not care about the end result and improvement will come with time.
My problem with that is that i can't enjoy the process knowing that all the effort and time put in will result in something ugly. I don't make art to make things ugly. I don't want to be spending hundreds of hours on projects for years making ugly things in the hope that one day i will make something that will look good.
It's difficult for me to enjoy making art and try to express my ideas when the expression will be unintelligible in the end.
Sometimes i wish i was ignorant about how terrible my art is.
But alas, i keep practicing and be unhappy.