The specifics of life could use some serious tweaking right about now, but generally I haven't been disappointed.
That said, this has been a shitty, shitty February. Not that I've been recording or even paying attention, February-by-February, but the odds seem to be good that this one was unbelievably shitty. On February 27th, I'm terribly glad the Shittiest February Evar is nearly over. Not that I think the shittiness is unlikely to seep into the first part of March -- it most assuredly will -- but after it has and one or two shitty weeks have passed, the shittiest-ever February and probably-the-shittiest-ever first part of March will be over! And thus will things generally be less shitty than they currently are.
... provided the last part of March isn't also shitty.
Even though most of you may take this as pessemistic, as you always take my posts, I have a positive outlook on life, wanting very much to be happy and enjoy things, but. I gotta say life is terrible compared to how I thought it would be. Family and money issues forced me into a career path I hate, I'm not doing anything I want to, and I never see any of my money. It all goes to randomly stupid events that continue to hit me over and over again. It's like i pissed off some gypsy somewhere in a past life, it's that stupid.
It's so difficult to pull out of this, but I'm trying to with all my heart, loosing more faith on the way and being met with more and more opposition.
My advice, stay on the right track. even if you have to take financial risks to be happy, do it. Take that college loan, don't use credit cards, and fit yourself into a job you want to do, not one you just know how to do.
Frankly i'm looking forward to a year where I don't say and mean 'this is the shittiest year ever.' but it's been that way since I can remember.
My personal path to happiness, well, this is what I hope anyway:
1. do something creative every day. That might be from drawing a picture to fartingabout in photoshop / max.
2. downloading porn / watching porn can eat into a heck of a lot of time. Best to try and set aside some "porn time" instead of letting it eat into time that could be spent working out or learning new things. Either that or go get drunk and talk to ladies.
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The specifics of life could use some serious tweaking right about now, but generally I haven't been disappointed.
That said, this has been a shitty, shitty February. Not that I've been recording or even paying attention, February-by-February, but the odds seem to be good that this one was unbelievably shitty. On February 27th, I'm terribly glad the Shittiest February Evar is nearly over. Not that I think the shittiness is unlikely to seep into the first part of March -- it most assuredly will -- but after it has and one or two shitty weeks have passed, the shittiest-ever February and probably-the-shittiest-ever first part of March will be over! And thus will things generally be less shitty than they currently are.
... provided the last part of March isn't also shitty.
I do live a block and a half away from the Market Street Theater ... and three blocks from the Crazy Horse and LA Girls ... and two blocks from the nearest massage parlor ... and ... OH! Thanks, man! Things are looking up after all!
As others have said, it isn't what I expected in high school, but I think my life is probably better for it.
Relationship-wise, all is good. Hot, intelligent, charming wife, lots of friends, family is good, etc.
Professionally, things are pretty damn sweet. I make pretty good money for doing art. Art had always been a hobby of mine, but I'd never anticipated being able to make a living doing it. I've also had a chance to write some books, and even though they were just for software training, it is an achievment I'd never considered actually doing.
Other than that, I really enjoy teaching/training martial arts, cycling, and a ton of other hobbies. I always have something to do.
Oh, and I've got a hell of a wine cellar! Quite nice.
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That said, this has been a shitty, shitty February. Not that I've been recording or even paying attention, February-by-February, but the odds seem to be good that this one was unbelievably shitty. On February 27th, I'm terribly glad the Shittiest February Evar is nearly over. Not that I think the shittiness is unlikely to seep into the first part of March -- it most assuredly will -- but after it has and one or two shitty weeks have passed, the shittiest-ever February and probably-the-shittiest-ever first part of March will be over! And thus will things generally be less shitty than they currently are.
... provided the last part of March isn't also shitty.
Hrm.
It's so difficult to pull out of this, but I'm trying to with all my heart, loosing more faith on the way and being met with more and more opposition.
My advice, stay on the right track. even if you have to take financial risks to be happy, do it. Take that college loan, don't use credit cards, and fit yourself into a job you want to do, not one you just know how to do.
Frankly i'm looking forward to a year where I don't say and mean 'this is the shittiest year ever.' but it's been that way since I can remember.
Shit rolls downhill
rocking, no time to get annoyed about pressure and shit that is not my fault.
Shit rolls downhill
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i'm with you bro
still kickin ass here
1. do something creative every day. That might be from drawing a picture to fartingabout in photoshop / max.
2. downloading porn / watching porn can eat into a heck of a lot of time. Best to try and set aside some "porn time" instead of letting it eat into time that could be spent working out or learning new things. Either that or go get drunk and talk to ladies.
3. hmm. thats about all I have planned right now.
The specifics of life could use some serious tweaking right about now, but generally I haven't been disappointed.
That said, this has been a shitty, shitty February. Not that I've been recording or even paying attention, February-by-February, but the odds seem to be good that this one was unbelievably shitty. On February 27th, I'm terribly glad the Shittiest February Evar is nearly over. Not that I think the shittiness is unlikely to seep into the first part of March -- it most assuredly will -- but after it has and one or two shitty weeks have passed, the shittiest-ever February and probably-the-shittiest-ever first part of March will be over! And thus will things generally be less shitty than they currently are.
... provided the last part of March isn't also shitty.
Hrm.
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Someone needs a lap dance.
Someone needs a lap dance.
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I do live a block and a half away from the Market Street Theater ... and three blocks from the Crazy Horse and LA Girls ... and two blocks from the nearest massage parlor ... and ... OH! Thanks, man! Things are looking up after all!
Good times:
Relationship-wise, all is good. Hot, intelligent, charming wife, lots of friends, family is good, etc.
Professionally, things are pretty damn sweet. I make pretty good money for doing art. Art had always been a hobby of mine, but I'd never anticipated being able to make a living doing it. I've also had a chance to write some books, and even though they were just for software training, it is an achievment I'd never considered actually doing.
Other than that, I really enjoy teaching/training martial arts, cycling, and a ton of other hobbies. I always have something to do.
Oh, and I've got a hell of a wine cellar! Quite nice.
24, good health, incredible wife, 2 great kids, workin from home. Good times indeed!
Though I would have never predicted i'd be in this situation while I was a kid.