^ This Or another useful tangent, that may provide an outlet at least in terms of exercising your creativity, other than opening a piece of software. Is basically, getting yourself outside, armed only with sketchbook - flipbook - pencil and simply draw, whatever comes to mind. Mode of transport or destination is irrelevant…
don't worry, happens to most people at some point. you get to the point where doing small task can be rewarding. make small goals, learn little things that can eventually come together in to something worthwhile. I worked at tkmaxx years ago before I had a job in 3d, took me about 5 years. wasn't much fun really, but kept…