May I ask what happen during the three years you either looked up or purchased premium art tutorials? Losing money sucks but you can salvage at least some of it back by comparing any drawings/artwork you made to what the tutorials are telling you. That way, you can begin to pick up any techniques or correct errors you…
Looks like I missed your post when I was responding to teriyaki. That was several years of beginner tutorials, trying to follow along, failing, and failing to get help from people. You find that the art community is more focused on wanting you to see *their* works than being question-pincushions for strangers.…