@jhoythottle thanks for uartsy anatomy course and I know the gnomon workshop, great tutorials, I bought some of maya and mental ray zbrush some years ago. start learning anatomy now and maybe I watch some of the the gnomon workshop tutorials. the subscription model is interesting for me! edit: Oh I see the gnomon workshop…
I don't think you're quite there yet, but everyone has the potential to be great if you stay persistent. If you can save up any extra cash I recommend taking courses from uartsy or the gnomon workshop, specifically anatomy related courses. I read this the other day and found it completely accurate and inspiring. Good luck!