On a more serious note : Keep at it, practice, sketch the weapon from multiple angles on paper, and don't create 3 threads about the same thing. Then everything will be fine! :)
Looking awesome so far. Some really nice shapes - are you just pulling the zBrush concept and modeling over it, or just using it as reference image/practice?
Not everyone is entitled to be a great athlete, architect, painter, writer or actor now matter how "hard" they work at it. This is not for everyone, it's not just any job that you simply "practice" for.
I might have a go at modelling that Huskar axe if that's ok? Purely as practice seeing as I'm not great at 3D work, but I'll screenshot it if it comes out ok :)
unlike magic tricks, art isn't a performance, it's a procedure! not an act, which can be performed at any given moments' notice... some practiced, rehearsed, explored path.
It means the positions are through a 3rd party. Try looking at the Aquent or Filter websites. This is pretty common practice for Microsoft studios looking for mid to junior level artists.
Notes: Sculpted in Zbrush. Textured with Substance. Rendered in Marmoset. This is a concept bust that I created to explore new forms and practice my texturing skills with Substance Painter.