1st you assume thing about my job and the way I see advancement that aren't true. I really like my job, the company is small enough that I can jump around and wear a lot of hats if I want to. Everyone knows everyone else and if someone shows some interest in another department, learning something new, blazing a new trail…
I have nightmares every night, been this way since I was a kid. Most of the ones people are talking about in this thread stem from an inability coming to terms with reality or the sense that we don't quite grasp the workings of it or that its beyond our control. The recurring patterns , shapes, blocks , music style dreams…